New Year! New You?

Hi ya! It is quite late or even very late to say Happy New Year but still better to say than none at all. Haha. Happy New Year 2015! It seems like nothing much happen in the new nother chapter of life. We spent last day of the year and woke up on the first of new January. People usually spend their time to new year's eve party, hangout with family, friends and the beloved ones. That was also happen to me this year but with different circumstances of course. This year I cannot spend it with my family and friends like another past years. Yes it is because I live in another city. But I know, this year will be also another great year for me. Why?

This is my calatorie.

2014 has been my great year like other past years. I remember how I started the 2014 with new year's eve BBQ party at my house, waiting for another new day passed. Spent it with family and friends. Went through another month, had an awesome valentine drama musical, where I was part of the team! Another fabulous praise and worship night which we as young generation gather together to have a great communion with God. Finished my advanced diploma degree from Raffles, and continuing my study to here, Northumbria University of Newcastle, UK. I have reached my dream to go to London!! Hahah. A lot of great things happened although there also difficulties and challenges that I have faced. But truly I realized I am nothing without God. I really thank God for what He has done for me in 2014 and the other years! I could have such an amazing journey in my life it is only because God. How he mold me, prepare me, teach me about faith, hope and love. How He teach me to always trust Him whatever the matters are, whenever place you want to go, and whenever those things happen.

People say, you should have a new resolution for new year.! Well before I tell you about my resolution, I will tell what was happened in my new year's eve 2015. This year, it was planning perfectly by my friends, that we will go to edinburgh to have a new year party there, because edinburgh was famous for the second place beside London for their new year celebration. So, we joined the Hogmanay party in Edinburgh. Nothing special happened. Just like another days you've been through before. We went on 31st of December and went home on the 1st january. Of course we could not sleep, we stood and walked for about 6 hours without had any seat and really exhausted. When we went home. I took a bath, and before sleep, I felt like I should come to God. So, I took a quite moment, and started to think what happened in 2014. Flash back to every moment I've been through from the new year till the day before that time. It was all great.! I started to thank God, praise Him for all the things, cried out for the hardship that I have faced. Asked for forgiveness for all the things that hurted Him. Then, I started to think what my new resolution will be, what I want to do for the next 355 days ahead. I just had one thing in my mind that time. I want to have more God in my life. I want to put Him first for everything I do, I want to ask Him for every decision that I will make, I want to let Him guide me to everywhere I will go. I know really I am nothing without Him. I cannot do all the things if He didnt take part of it. I dont know what will be happen in one year ahead. I will finish my bachelor degree this year and what I should do after that. What my future will be. Can I serve in the church here, or can I survive here where sometimes I feel lonely and miss home. I know there will be another challenge, storm that I should face. But I want to learn How I live with Him and in Him. Walk with Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Sometimes it will be hard, but I know He is here, in me, never leave me alone. So do you! Start our day and finish it with God. Because He is the one who shall be our priority, our first, and shall not fear for any other things, because He is the one who hold your hands and your life and will strengthen you for every condition of life.

Matthew 6:33-34 NIV

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.  Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Have a great year ahead! Jesus bless :D